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I received the Lord Jesus Christ as my
Saviour the first week of October 1980. After nine years of marriage,
operating a fairly successful family business since age 17, and the birth
of our fourth child, I had become disillusioned and disenchanted with life
as I was living it. Caught up in the world of materialism, I knew there
had to be something better. I had a sense of emptiness, a void I could not
fill. I knew I was incomplete, undone, and without a personal relationship
with my Creator.
A business acquaintance of mine had been
telling me about the Lord since early spring of 1980. His Christian
testimony had impressed me so much that I was ready to hear the Gospel as
he presented it to me. He told me that I needed Jesus and needed to be
born again. He said that Jesus was the answer to life's disappointments.
Something inside of me was in complete agreement. I knew that Jesus was
what I'd been looking for-the answer to my void and emptiness. Later I
found out that God was wooing me to Himself for the Bible says in I John,
chapter 3, verse 10, ''Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He
loved us, and sent His son to be the propitiation for our sins.''
After a few short weeks I knelt down in the privacy of my bedroom and
prayed this prayer, ''Dear Lord Jesus, I don't understand everything about
the Bible or Christianity, but I know I am unsaved, I ask you to come into
my heart, save me, forgive me of my sins. I receive you now as my Saviour
and thank you for it. Take me to Heaven when I die. In Jesus' name,
Amen''. According to Romans 10:13, ''Whosoever shall call upon the name of
the Lord shall be saved, God on that very day miraculously saved my soul.
Since that time I have never doubted my salvation. Mini From the very
first day I was saved, I wanted to serve the Lord to show Him how much I
loved Him and how much I appreciated what He had done for me. I witnessed,
studied my Bible, and prayed trying to please my Lord. I was unchurched
for a while after I was saved. Being raised Catholic, I didn't know what a
true New Testament church was.
After much prayer, God literally brought a Bible-believing Baptist church
across my path. After we were baptized and became members, it wasn't long
before I felt a tugging upon my heart to preach the Gospel and do
something for Christ, but I didn't know what nor how to find out. I felt I
needed to be faithful to what I knew God wanted me to do-faithful to the
church services, soul-winning visitation, and to my Pastor.
By the winter of 1985 the call was not answered and God's voice was louder
than ever. After a church service one evening that winter, I went forward
and surrendered myself to full-time Christian service and whatever God
would have me to do.
I started selling off my business assets not knowing for sure how God was
going to use me. I had a strong impression form the Holy Spirit that God
was going to use me by the time I'd reached the age of 33. By this time
the swelling of the Gospel message of Christ within me was ready to burst.
I knew God wanted me to preach and that I was anointed by the Holy Spirit
to do so according to Isaiah 61:1, ''The Spirit of the Lord God is upon
me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach.''
In the spring of 1987 God called me to be the Youth Director of the
Crossroad Baptist Church. Almost exactly one year after that, God called
me to be the Associate Pastor of that same church. Totally content in what
I was doing as Youth Director, Visitation Pastor and Associate, with many
opportunities to preach in our church, school chapels and holding special
outreach meetings around the State, God called again. This time it was not
so easy to answer for God was calling us away to the mission field to
reach mine own kinsmen according to the flesh-GYPSIES. On August 6, 1989,
my family and I surrendered our lives to answer God's call to the mission
field.
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